I can never win.

I just hate my life right now, i want to succeed in life, but i hate school. I just wish that you could get a good job without a college education. I mean if you want to be a doctor or a someone in the medical field, then yeah you should go to school, but otherwise, no i don't think for simpler fields  you should have to go to school. Most jobs just require common knowledge anyway, so why do you have to pay the state for a piece of paper that may or may not help you in getting a job. The way this economy is it really doesn't matter if you go to school or not because your going struggle regardless.

UGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

I hate it when i have to do projects. They stress me out and freeze my brain. I am a bright individual, but when i get pressured i freeze, freak out and forget about what i know. I know it sounds weird but it always does this to me. I guess it is my fear of failing. I am always scared i am doing something wrong.

Once again...

I have got to get more organized, because when it comes down to doing something, i become a nervous,crazy person.It is like i am going to lose my mind, because i always wait till the last minute to do things.It doesn't matter how hard i try to do things on time, i always do it at the last minute.It is like transcribed into my DNA and now i am stuck with it for life.

Hello!!!!

Once again, I hate to complain,but I hate Stupid people. I mean why are there so many. Okay, let me tell you why i am so mad, you might think it is stupid and i might think it is later ,but for right now it is important to me. I was walking in the rain, without a umbrella( that is not what i am complaining about, because that is my fault that i didn't bring one) and i was making my way to the door of the building, when this idiot with an UMBRELLA, decides to block me from the door so they could put their umbrella slowly and finish their conversation on the phone. I was like,"Are you kidding me?, Get out of my way! @#@#@#@#@#!" Also who talks on their cell phone in the Rain???? Are you that stupid? I mean there is a thing called lighting and electricity, which mixed with water could cause electrocution. But that will not stop the Air Heads we have in this country from talking on their phone, because that is all they have in their life since common sense in nonexistent. 

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR......... Why does everyhting have to be so complicated?????

I know that this blog is for my English class, but sometimes it is a way of releasing what i am feeling. I love to write, but sometimes i find myself in a writer's block. It is so frustrating when you have an idea so clear in your head but when it came down to writing it on paper nothing came. It is funny how something so simple can become so complicated. The writer's block thing only happens to me every once in a while, but i eventually talk myself through it and write what i want to say.

Rough Draft

Comparison Paper
October 20, 2009
English 1101

In life we make decisions using both are mind and conscious. Both are a reliable decision maker, but one is more of reality check, while the other is an personal decision. It depends on what the person values most on whether they use their mind or conscious.

The mind, our Brain, probably the most reliable organ we have. Without it we lose our senses entirely. It is the most important to some , but when it comes to making decisions it is our book smart reasoning. We base it on what we know, Not what we feel. When you make a decision in life like whether or not to go to school or just start a job right away, you would use your mind way of thinking if it is just another step in life, but if it is something you have always dreamt about then that is when your conscious comes in.

Your Conscious, it is theoretically there, but not an actual thing, except almost all use it when it comes done to making decisions. If you have an conscious, because some are cold and heartless and only think about their self, and a conscious in not there. Most have one though, and it is their emotional decider. It is the heart over mind motto. If you are making a decision based on emotional attachment then your conscious is your way of thinking, or if you have done something bad, your conscious is what makes your feel bad and to apologize. Conscious way of deciding is only for the young at heart, not the mind thinker.

All in all both ways of reasoning are efficient but one is based on your heart not your brain and when i say"heart" i mean the emotional rapture that is held within yourself. The other is what is the technical way of thinking, like what i said in the beginning, the "reality check". Whether you use one or the other is not of importance, but as long as you are true to yourself the right decision will come to you and the rest will fall in to place.

SO MUCH STUFF TO DO,NOT ENOUGH TIME TO DO IT!

Every time i get caught up with stuff the more seem to come in. There is never enough time in the day.It seems when ever i don't want the time to go by so quickly, it does and when i want it to go by quickly, it doesn't. I guess somebody up "there" has something against me. Oh well it could be worst at least i am still here and as of today my life is pretty good, i just wish i had more time. School takes so much time out of your life. It sucks because you spend thirteen years from kindergarten to high school, then you graduate and then you have to go to college. When does it end!!!I mean i know that you have to get an education, but seriously why do you have to do it all now,it sucks! Most of your good years are wasted in school. At least, hopefully, you'll get a good job out of this, but even that is not certain.